Nine pills in my head, I don't wanna feel her
Always taking me down, but I cannot leave her
Anxiety bring me down, nine shots, kill her
Nine diamonds in my wrists, making glow with her

Going far away with the rain
I'm drowning through my feelings and the pain
Putting nine shots in my brain
Needing help, that is hard to maintain

Cause I'm dead inside
So I pop the pills, alright (ye ye, ye ye)
Baby, Cause I'm dead inside
Remember when we feel alright (ye ye, ye ye)

Nine pills in my head, I don't wanna feel her
Always taking me down, but I cannot leave her
Anxiety bring me down, nine shots, kill her
Nine diamonds in my wrists, making glow with her

Sailing in my waves with a boat
They're drown me, I'm awake in the coast
Demons 'round me, tell me I'm dead, need you most
Baby I cold up, and I'm high, feel my soul

Cause I'm dead inside
So I pop the pills, alright (ye ye, ye ye)
Baby, Cause I'm dead inside
Remember when we feel alright (ye ye, ye ye)

Nine pills in my head, I don't wanna feel her
Always taking me down, but I cannot leave her
Anxiety bring me down, nine shots, kill her
Nine diamonds in my wrists, making glow with her