You seem to have things strangely confused in your mind

I wonder if I will discover
That all the shit I tried to change
Is really shit I can't erase
I wonder why I'm going through it
Maybe I'll try something new
Just let my trouble stay all true

Pretty thoughts in my mind
But ugly in yours
When I put on display
Will it will be pretty for you too?
Will I survive your reactions?
Praying every night
When I leave my attractions
In front of your eyes

Will I be okay?
I'll be fine
Will I be okay?
I'll be fine
Will I be okay?
I'll be lowkey

So will you be off or just stay with me?
I just can't control my mind
I'm so confused I can't decide
I just feel I'm under pressure

Pretty thoughts in my mind
But ugly in yours
When I put on display
Will it will be pretty for you too?
Will I survive your reactions?
Praying every night
When I leave my attractions
In front of your eyes

Will I be okay
I'll be fine
Will I be okay?
I'll be fine
Will I be okay?
I'll be lowkey

So, what is it you're looking for?
Hmm, something
When I find it, I'll know